Hi Pastor,

I felt led to watch a video online about children born out of wedlock and the curse of illegitimacy. (Which I wasn't aware of before). As I was watching the video, I noticed that most of the things being spoken about related to me in some way.

For example, feeling like nothing I do for God is ever enough, a lot of self condemnation, feelings of abandonment, trying to find intimacy in counterfeit affections and so on...

I was then led through a prayer and as I prayed, I felt huge relief and like a weight had been lifted off me. I felt at peace and like God had set me free from something that weighed deeply on me. It was more emotional than I could have expected and not something I ever thought I would need deliverance from.

I'm grateful to God for setting me free and allowing me to move forward knowing who I am in Him and not looking back at my past anymore and who I was, but to focus on who I am becoming.